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Because We Are Bad: OCD and a Girl Lost in Thought by Lily Bailey

Written with the indelible power of Girl, Interrupted, Brain on Fire, and Reasons to Stay Alive, a lyrical, poignant memoir by a young woman about her childhood battle with debilitating obsessive compulsive disorder, and her hard-won journey to recovery.

By the age of thirteen, Lily Bailey was convinced she was bad. She had killed someone with a thought, spread untold disease, and ogled the bodies of other children. Only by performing an exhausting series of secret routines could she make up for what she’d done. But no matter how intricate or repetitive, no act of penance was ever enough.

Beautifully written and astonishingly intimate, Because We Are Bad recounts a childhood consumed by obsessive compulsive disorder. As a child, Bailey created a second personality inside herself—I became we—to help manifest compulsions that drove every minute of every day of her young life. Now she writes about the forces beneath her skin, and how they ordered, organized, and urged her forward. Lily charts her journey, from checking on her younger sister dozens of times a night, to normalizing herself at school among new friends as she grew older, and finally to her young adult years, learning—indeed, breaking through—to make a way for herself in a big, wide world that refuses to stay in check.

Charming and raw, harrowing and redemptive, Because We Are Bad is an illuminating and uplifting look into the mind and soul of an extraordinary young woman, and a startling portrait of OCD that allows us to see and understand this condition as never before.
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Thanks for connecting! You're almost done. Connect to your existing Cracked account if you have one or create a new Cracked username. When you hear "OCD," you probably think about a serious anxiety disorder with physical compulsions, or about how wacky you are for wanting to keep your bookshelf alphabetized, depending on your level of knowledge. But there's another, more obscure form, known as Primarily Obsessional OCD, which can give you strong, repetitive urges to murder your loved ones. Not quite as cute and approachable as Monk , is it? Lydia was diagnosed with it as a teenager.

Bad thoughts are normally signs of anxiety, not of secret desires. .. I have bad thoughts that run through my head of wonting to kill myself why.
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We probably feel revulsion when we hear about these things, wondering how a person could do something so despicable. That thought is the obsession , which triggers anxiety since it would be terrible to do what the person fears. My brother comes in the kitchen and asks me if I need any help. What if I stab him in the back? Feel free to keep watching the game.

An intrusive thought is an unwelcome involuntary thought, image, or unpleasant idea that may become an obsession , is upsetting or distressing, and can feel difficult to manage or eliminate. Intrusive thoughts may also be associated with episodic memory , unwanted worries or memories from OCD, [2] posttraumatic stress disorder , other anxiety disorders , eating disorders , or psychosis. Many people experience the type of bad or unwanted thoughts that people with more troubling intrusive thoughts have, but most people can dismiss these thoughts. When intrusive thoughts occur with obsessive-compulsive disorder OCD , patients are less able to ignore the unpleasant thoughts and may pay undue attention to them, causing the thoughts to become more frequent and distressing. How people react to intrusive thoughts may determine whether these thoughts will become severe, turn into obsessions, or require treatment. Intrusive thoughts can occur with or without compulsions. Carrying out the compulsion reduces the anxiety, but makes the urge to perform the compulsion stronger each time it recurs, reinforcing the intrusive thoughts.

These articles are about special topics related to OCD and related disorders. For more general information, please visit our "About OCD" section. There are dozens of categories of different obsessions and compulsions that make up the disorder known as OCD, and while these cover a wide range of differing themes, they all share many characteristics in common. These would include intrusive unpleasant thoughts, unceasing doubt, guilt fears of being insane, and crushing anxiety. While all forms of OCD can be painful, paralyzing, repulsive, and debilitating one of the nastier and more startling is the type known as morbid obsessions. I include thoughts of acting out sexually in this category as they really represent a form of violence and have little to do with sex. Violent thoughts may involve both mental images and impulses to act.

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